When There Was Me And You

It's funny when you find yourself

Looking from the outside

I'm standing here but all I want

Is to be over there

Why did I let myself believe

Miracles could happen

Cause now I have to pretend

That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale

A dream when I'm not sleeping

A wish upon a star

Thats coming true

But everybody else could tell

That I confused my feelings with the truth

When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody

That I heard you singing

And when you smiled

You made me feel

Like I could sing along

But then you went and changed the words

Now my heart is empty

I'm only left with used-to-be's

Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale

And dreams were meant for sleeping

And wishes on a star

Just don't come true

Cause now even I tell

That I confused my feelings with the truth

Cause I liked the view

When there was me and you

I can't believe thatI could be so blind

It's like you were floating

While I was falling

And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view

Thought you felt it too

When there was me and you

***This song just hits a nerve...

Spontaneous Friday Night

I spent a spontaneous movie and dinner night with& Edz, Bridge & Rani. It was fun! Actually, the three of them watched a movie also Thursday night but with Vien who is now frolicking in Nueva Ecija. Okay, back to Friday; while Rani was about to leave Edz pulled him and told him not to go yet coz we were going to have a spontaneous night (a lil history on the word “spontaneous” Bridge made it happen… he kept saying it and we just rode on with the word) They tried calling and texting Bridge in JG but he didn’t answer. Suddenly, he arrived smiling he just came from SSS. We told him the plan and he said yes but when we suggested that we watch in Gateway he was like “Sige, mag-enjoy kayo mga bata! Ingat kayo!” then of course the three of us had to cave in and agree to watch in G4. Before leaving we ate in Tokyo2 and had funny conversations that kept us laughing & laughing uncontrollably until our tummies ached. We went back to work after that dinner coz my shift was 12nn-9pm so technically they had to wait for me. The funny thing is that we decided to leave PS at 9:30 pm; so we could buy dessert first before catching the 10:30 showing of Butterfly effect 2 but we left 10 pm! We just couldn’t help it. There was just so much work we couldn’t leave. While we were in the taxi we still couldn’t shut up we just told story after story after story. Bridge even offered a kiss to the driver for getting us in G4 that fast. We were just in time, after just one commercial the movie started. It was a nice movie; it just made me think that I should to know my priorities and know what I really want in life so I won’t regret anything.

Oh well, after that we wanted to go to Cold Rock but Greenbelt was just too far. We decided to go, but then Edz realized her “other bag” was gone so she texted Jovy to ask if she left it in PS; fortunately it was there. We came back to get it. The four of us rode a jeep to PS but when it was about time to go down I just realized that Bridge wasn’t gonna come with us. He was on his way home so we said our goodbyes. While the three of us headed to PS Rani told us that he fell asleep halfway through the movie. I was like “What?! You fell asleep during the most interesting part of the movie?!” So on our way up we told him the parts he missed. When we arrived we greeted Jovy, Len, Gretch & Eloise. They were working GY that’s why they couldn’t come. We talked first and teased each other before we decided to finally leave. Edz & I shared a cab and Rani rode a cab alone. Fortunately, we all got home safely.

I feel so high school

I wonder if the people concerned are going to read this... but anywayz, just react if you ever read it.... hehe Ü

I miss teasing friends with each other... I am actually teasing 2 of my friends to each other but i think this is all for fun becoz "girl" has a "boyfriend" (boyfriend is in quotation coz she sometime tells us she has a bf but there are times she denies it Ü) Anywayz, i'm enjoying teasing them coz they "ride" with the jokeÜ

Speaking of high school I met up with Katsy & Anna last friday night in McDo.... Yeah, right before i went to office for GY... We had fun but it was cut too short coz I needed to go... they stayed 'til it was late I think and just talked and talked i'm so ingit!!! I miss our convos together makes me feel so high school (hence the title of this blogÜ)

Today, I thought of something while watching the UST-UE game on tv (which UST lost by the way... different story) Why do I still watch UAAP? I mean most often than not the tigers suck!!! I just enjoy watching Salinggawi's halftime performances which almost always gets cut! One thing also is why do I get sad whenever the tigers lose? Am I still not used to them loosing? I mean, why don't I have Katsy's attitude when it comes to UAAP? "Ahhh, talo nanaman UP" She just accepts it as it comes. Don't get me wrong! I'm not a die hard fan or anything... I think I just need to let go of College life and my school life... I think i'm afraid of change and if I let it go my childhood and insecurity. I have to embrace and accept the fact that i'm now part of the real world and be mature enough to face new challenges and win the game of life!!!